I fall Asleep.
There's a song called, "It's a Mad Mad World." One line in it says: "...and the dreams in which I'm dyin' are the best I ever had."
Edvard Munch's "The Scream" |
...you're looking for that breakout point...it has to be ahead...one doorway leads to a long tunnel where the sides are breathing...it's not the wind - you know the breeze when you feel it - it's 'breath' from the passageway...really - it pulls you along this never-ending tunnel.
An endless set of doors and gateways - avenues of escape all over the place but every gate it's own pain...then there appears to be a group of people who are familiar but seem stuck in the same confusion...they seemed to have gotten a little farther along the way and you've made it to them...
no sleep now...every thought in your head now wishes you could sleep but if you do you return to that terror...awake - asleep - horror - awake - escape - watching for something to walk around the corner in your room - asleep - awake...back again...horror
now the voice is leading me on but again in the wrong direction...
At the end - those entities surround me and seem to carry a lightened countenance about them...
And then I wake up.